The words from noisy Psittacula

"Jadi semua ini adalah karmamu sendiri", kalimat itu keluar sendiri dari mulutku sore ini. Aku paham benar semua yang ku tuai hari ini adalah hasil dari benih yang ku tabur. -------------------------------------- Agustus 2017 ---------------------------------- "Anjir, kenapa sih lo gak bisa ngertiin gue", kataku via sambungan telfon waktu itu "Apa lagi sih yang kurang? Apa salah aku? Pernah satu kali aja aku nyakitin kamu", jawabnya dari jauh di sana. "Kamu sangat baik buat aku, seumur hidup kamu gak pernah buat salah, tapi aku minta tolong, tolong bilang sama dia kalo aku dan kamu gak ada apa-apa", aku tau suara yang keluar bukan suaraku. terlalu gemetar 

Dear 2020, The first photo is my reaction to your opening style. Hey, we haven't known each other but why you become so mean? The first time we meet you give me flood water, bushes fire, then disease then a huge loss for some beautiful souls. I did swear to you, I hated you. But now I realise, maybe we just haven't known each other. Maybe you just wanna give us some lessons. At the beginning you showed us that mother nature is tired, then you lock down the earth, you give mama a break. 2020 I have learned a lot this year. I learn to wash my hands, I learn to appreciate people more, I even learn to love as hard as I can. And the one that really matters I learn to love my self during the isolation. So please, show me the good things about you. Maybe we can be a friend? Or even a best friend? Trust me I hate my best friend the first time I saw her. I am sorry to swear about you lately, please stop. Please be friends. You show me 2 rainbows, and I believe there's a promise on t...