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Letter to Myself

Dear myself, I’m sorry that I need to write this kind of letter. It was exactly two years ago I post my graduation story and what I remember the most is, I promise in less than 2 years than make my loves proud. My mom, My Dad, My Sister and people that I loves. But then today I feels everything so devastating. I even can make myself proud, so I am sorry. I’m sorry to make you weak I’m sorry to make you sick I’m sorry to put you in an abusive relationship past years  I’m sorry for the heartbreak I’m sorry for never thankful for living I’m sorry to not bring you to fly over continents yet I’m sorry to not working hard enough to pursuing our dreams I’m sorry that I am still undergraduate, sorry for not getting into any scholarship, sorry for not working hard to it. I do not know how far I’ll go, I really need a break. Why? Because I keep made people mad at us. Even the one who really loves me without getting me into any problem. I’m sorry for asking...